take laxatives. drink diet soda’s. eat sour fruit. exercise. watch horror movies. punch your stomach. brush your teeth hourly. look in the mirror if you feel like eating. do sit ups until you feel sick. drink hot drinks to speed your metabolism. thinspo, thinspo, thinspo. weigh yourself each morning and night. run. run faster. compete with the skinny people you see. diet pills. buy clothes a size too small, then you’ll have to lose weight. can’t stop worrying.
